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22 October 2003 - 11:43 p.m. "Make me change my life." - Cabiriahttp://depts.washington.edu/felniana I have to go. I have to. Only I can't. I can't swing airfare to Seattle, or hotel, or even a traveling companion. I can't drive because it will amount to missing almost two weeks of class. I keep telling myself it's not a big deal. It's not like it's a Val Lewton Conference; the world is full of Fellini experts and there will be other conferences, right? I can even have my own Barbara Steele Halloween Party. Not that Barbara Steele would actually be there, but if Intervista teaches us anything, it's that celluloid is better than the real thing, right? Sigh. Even if I knew about the concert in time to scout out some funding, I probably wouldn't have gone. It's just that reading about all those amazing people and their research, and thinking about all those films I worship reminded me how long it's been since I was really excited abut something. What I'm wearing: PJs What I'm reading: the sobs of futility What I'm doing after this: feeling crappy about my life choices. Again. - - 07 May 2005 Wheee! - 02 November 2004 Inside of my fridge. - 28 October 2004 TV is Stupid. - 24 September 2004 "The only paperback writer who would drive a Buick is like, Tom Clancy." -Gus - 20 September 2004 |