20 May 2002 - 10:28 p.m.

I know I'm the 739538th person writing this today, but as of yesterday, I am a college gradute.

I am trying not to let the fact that this coincides so closely with my unemployment cause my self esteem to plummet. I just need to be very careful with my finances in order to be able to afford a computer and the pet deposit for my new apartment in two months.

Buying a $2000 sewing machine this afternoon did little to help the cause.

Granted, now that I have the motherfo here, I never want to leave my apartment again, and if I don't leave my apartment, I can't buy things, except on eBay.

If I leave my checkbook at Gus' and only tear out one each month for the rent, I can avoid buying things on eBay.

But if things become dire, I may want to sell things on eBay, and the temptation will be great to purchase others.

This entry is pointless because my nose is running and I keep getting sidetracked thinking about new names my new toy.

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